Saturday, 12 July 2014

The Endless Drama

Hello fellaaaasss,

how are u?? Long time no comments ? :p ...did u miss me? ( Lovely-Lol, i know, i know this is the first time u are probably getting spammed by my mail after u've comfortably forgotten by last bit , but cmon...this is called 'ego-complan')

Oh yeah....i forgot to give u the disclaimer..ya-da ya-da....

Disclaimer : Wait....Stop right there.....now honey, before u read any further lemme warn u !!....this piece today is going to be quiet gloomy and full of lame philosophical stuff u have to bear on ur facebook walls everyday already !! So if ur a frigging happy unicorn ( waddup iisuperwomanii reference !! ) in ur rainbow world then nah nah nah....why dont u open 'the happy page' in facebook which posts a lame picture of an under-nourished troll in an awkward posture and captions it "happiness is picking ur nose in public "(daaaa-fuqqq man !! ) !! well yeah in short this is a cat-call for all those dementors out there who feed on people's miseries and sorrows.....so if ur one of them who wants a reassurance that ur life is so much better than mine and can do with some tears from me to boost(/complan watever) ur ego then go ahead !!! Today is ur day *wink* *coolio*

Yup...m done and good to go.

 First of all, i am really angry on myself for staying away from writing again for longer than I promised myself. I was caught up in an emotional-mental storm ( hehe...enough guessing its just trainings n classes) and it took me an equal amount of another hurricane to finally open up this page and get my fingers going. I 've always thought people get what they really really wanted. Yeah, even before King Khan in Om Shaanti Om made u think that if we really wanted something so bad then the whole universe will conspire in bringing it you, i've believed it 'from the bottom of my heart to the core'. But then no one mentioned the terms and conditions applied did they?? No one told u the toll it takes nor the struggle required to achieve what u wanted. They made it look like just one sweat-filled song with inspirational lyrics that made ur blood boil and draft a 'things to do in life-time table' then and there, but how far did it get you? How far did it get me...well so far it just made me fire up and my laptop and continue the blog i ve so hopefully started.



The thing is....i am tired. I m done being a believer. I dont see anything i believe in anymore in the life around me. The people i meet today are not the people i meet tomorrow. The impressions left by events tend to change the whole course of your life. Everytime u try to blend in, it just seems u fall out. And each time the fall only gets harder. We cant be us, we cant be someone else. And if your not a fighter then thats it. And Sweety!! its not even close to the end of the story 'coz f u are a gullible,naive idiot then ur troubles just began.

I strongly believe that only two kinds of people can survive in this world upto 2073 ( 70 years life expectancy if your are 1990's kid ---waddup facebook silly posts reference ) . One is the fierce kind who live life on their own terms no matter wat. They can start from 'eff-off' and go till 'eff-u' if they think ur messing with their lives and wont even give a flinch. Well,i call them heroes, yeah...respect to those bunch of people who are atleast happy with themselves no matter  wat happens to others. The others are the goodness-personified kind who are ready to do anything for anyone, just so that the others are happy. These people, I call them angels , are probably made by god's own hands. Well lucky them, god did not give so much as a selfish brain to think abt themselves( or as a matter of fact think at all?! ). Thats it...see? Isnt it clear?? The angels are fine..the heroes are humping and we losers are left to lament. ( thats wat this whole loser-anon is abt remember?? ) Now the losers are a typical kind. There are many sub groups here: the fools,the trolls, the demons, the beaches(ahem-ahem ) and a lot more. It would take me an entire life to talk abt us,sorry i mean the losers. We sorry the losers ( wat is wrong with me?? ) are, in short the confused-kind. We do everything in a hurry. We dont wait to think. We just do. We are fascinated by the heroes and want to be just like them. We go ahead and mess lives . Are we satisfied after that? No, then we come across the angels feel ashamed and start messing our own effing lives too !!!!!....( AArgghhhhh....) . Why do we freaking run in between lives? Why do we want to satisfy everyone? Why are we not just proud of what we are? Cant we make our own freak-kind proudly?? do we have to keep shifting from angels/heroes and fail at being both and end up sucking our own luck? Yes seems like we do !!  we fail to realize that the only way we can have a closure on our minds is by accepting things as they are and go with the flow. How
many time have our people/friends told us this? How many times are we made to feel special by the best we happen to come across?? But still we fail to realize all the beautiful opportunties given to us and run after things that happen to hurt the deepest hoping for cleansing things that do not even exist anymore. We are our own grim-reapers.

But the funniest point of this endless post is that we know each and every single thing of this , dont we?? We know wats best for us, we know wats best for the world around us? Then why are we not able to come out it ? An empty mind is a devil's warehouse and we leased it to the Satan himself for eternity !! Just one simple thought with belief in anything thats close to your heart(may it be God or Art or any of ur passion ) will help us get out of it.

3 comments:

  1. Why don't you just start finding those angels and start believing in them.. :P

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    1. U see...we know those angels and adore them but still we are too human to be any better

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